Just A Thought

You ever get the sense that you’re utterly alone? Feel chills that cause goose bumps to run across your entire body for no apparent reason? Have you ever woken up in the middle of the night drenched in cold sweat, with a heart beat so fast you think you’ll just die? Have you woken up startled with a great sense of paranoia, a feeling of having lost someone so incredibly special and then realizing that calling them and hearing their voice might just be the only way to sooth your soul.

Have you ever woken up to realize that it wasn’t a dream, that the crushing reality of it all is that you are alone? That all your efforts were meaningless and that no matter what you were told… you’re not special, you’re not amazing, you’re not wanted, you’re not worth it?

Have you reached the end point? Have you realized that not matter how much it all hurts, that no matter how much of a mess you are now, it was all worth it. Have you been honest and finally admitted to your self that given the chance you'd risk it all again in a heartbeat just so you can feel even for just one second that wonderful blissful sensation that begins in your heart and extends to your soul?

Well, have you?